nobody special

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one.
A few months ago my father, who I hadn't seen
in years, passed away. I told my friend that I wanted
to attend his memorial but it was in Arizona (I live in
California). Without pausing she offered to drive me 6
hours bothways. She did and she held my hand the entire
time at the memorial. She GMH
-GMH

two.
Love songs don't help you heal.
They just calm down the pain,
at least for a little while.
©cuteqts

three.
I want someone who just wants to be near me,
to hold my hand, to put my hair back behind my
ear when it falls into my face, to wrap me in his
arms, to love me the same way I love him.
xldn

four.
You said you'd be my dream; I could have you
every night. And if by morning I'd forgotten you,
well, no big deal. That'd be alright because you're
the reoccuring kind, you are the reoccuring kind.
You never really leave my mind.
xldn

five.
If you'd let somebody love you just
enough, you'd have everything you need.
Songbird; Bernard Fanning

six.
You don't need to try;
I'm happy just the way you are.
Don't change yourself, honey;
I am happy just the way you are.
Hairdo; Little Birdy

seven.
Music sounds different since you kissed me.
I can't wait to see what else...
-Postsecret

eight.
I wish people could achieve what they think
would bring them happiness in order for them
to realize that's not what happiness really is.
-Alanis Morisette

nine.
I would watch the worst movie in the
world with you if you wanted.
xx_electrogirl_xx

ten.
After all the broken hearts, I've finally figured out
the problem. I fall in love a little too late. I guard
my heart like some kind of castle. I don't let them
in when they want; I wait until they're long gone.
Then I realize they were the one I wanted all along.
cuteandcrazy_qtsx3

eleven.
Eventually all the pieces will fall into place.
Until then, laugh at the confusion, live for
the moment, & just know that everything
happens for a reason.
cuteandcrazy-qtsx3

twelve.
Beauty is skin deep. Ugly is to the bone.
cuteandcrazy_qtsx3

thirteen.
The harder you try to forget something,
the more you think about it unconciously.
-Sigmund Freud

fourteen.
I listen to her heart because it plays my favorite song.
-Lil' Wayne

fifteen.
I'm scared that I'm going to fall in love with you.
It's a good thing. It's just hoping that you want
to fall in love with me too.
cuteandcrazy_qtsx3

sixteen.
"What do you really want?" I asked him impatiently.
"You, I want you" he replied. I wasn't buying it. I
turned to walk away when he stopped me. "I want
that part of you that gets excited when you hear the
ice cream truck. The part that cries when old people
die in movies. The part that cares much more than
she wears. The part where she can totally be herself.
The part that when I look at her, I only see her. The
part where she could never give up a stuffed animal,
cause she'll feel bad for it. The part where she wants
me, too. That's what I really want."
m08iss15a123

seventeen.
Love can tear you apart. It can kill you.
But if you're lucky, it can put you back together.
m08iss15a123

eighteen.
Love makes you hold on to things you shouldn't.
But who are we to know any better?
loveyourlife_quotes

nineteen.
One smile from you gives me thousands of butterflies.
loveyourlife_quotes

twenty.
I don't wanna waste another moment of
my life without you in it.
-Garden State

twenty-one.
I did everything right for someone that does everything wrong.
-Elliot Smith

twenty-two.
Women are always under the impression that
men love them more than they really do.
-The Painted Veil

twenty-three.
I like the way I can't keep my focus.
I watch you talk, you didn't notice.
I hear the words, but all I can think
is we should be together. Every time
you smile, I smile. And every time
you shine, I'll shine for you.
Jump Then Fall; Taylor Swift

twenty-four.
You may not realize it when it happens, but a kick
in the teeth may be the best thing in the world for you.
-Walt Disney

twenty-five.
And you know what? I realized something last
night. It's not that I want you to hold my hand,
I just want you to reach for it.
throughxtearsxlaughter

twenty-six.
Perfect would be cuddled up on the couch,
watching Disney movies, and you telling me
that you'll always be my prince charming.
throughxtearsxlaughter

twenty-seven.
I don't want to fall to the ground.
I want to fall in love.
throughxtearsxlaughter

twenty-eight.
You ask me, "What's wrong," and you sound so sincere.
But I wonder what you would do if I said that everything
that was wrong had to do with you.
throughxtearsxlaughter

twenty-nine.
The first kiss stole the breath from my lips.
Why did the last one tear us apart?
courtneyl9

thirty.
For once, there is almost nothing wrong in my life.
Things just have to turn out good sometimes.
courtneyl9

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poll: When was the last time you went on
a plane and where were you going?
Me: About 2 and a half years ago.
I was coming home from Washington D.C.

friends close, enemies closer

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one.
Today, my professor talked about the dangers
of drinking on Halloween. He asked us to be
responsible and not drink and drive. If we aren't fit to
drive, we should take a taxi. He said that if we brought
in a taxi receipt, he would reimburse us - anytime, not
just after Halloween. Men like him GMH.
-GMH

two.
A couple was playing would you rather, and the
boy asked the girl, "Would you rather never see
me again, or kill yourself?" Instantly she responded
"kill myself." Shocked, the boy asked her why.
She said, "Well, if I never see you again, it'll hurt.
And I'll be alive knowing that you're alive and that
I can't have you. At least if I'm dead I don't have
to deal with that pain of not being with you."
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three.
The winner says, "It may be difficult, but it's possible."
The loser says, "It may be possible, but it's too difficult."
simplisticly

four.
It's those moments when you hang around in a room
full of friends, when you gasp for breath between each
laugh. It's those moments where you get high just
breathing in deep, you feel your lungs getting cold.
For a second, that split second, you don't care.
You don't care about school, about parents, about
money, about rules, or broken hearts. Who you care
about are those kids sitting next to you. Cause it's
all we really need isn't it? Those kids next to you.
Yeah, those ones who make you feel invincible,
even at your weakest points.
simplisticly

five.
If she loves you, if she really loves you, you'll know it.
If you can wake up at her staring at you and it's not
even mildly creepy, if you catch her smelling the shoulder
of the hooded sweatshirt you lent her for an autumn
walk at the beach, and not for B.O., if she makes you
a pancake in the shape of a shark, if she calls you drunkenly
at four in the morning "to talk", if she laughs at your jokes
when they're funny and makes fun of you when they're not.
If she keeps her fridge stocked with Guinness tallboys
for when you come over, if she tells you how she wishes
she were closer to her sister and that her dad makes her
sad: She loves you, of course she loves you.
-Does She Love You by Pasha Malla

six.
I have a list of things I like about you.
It says everything on it.
-wordboner

seven.
I want to cuddle with you.
...wish you could read this.
©shannasux

eight.
Kids argued, "I hate you! I won't play with
you again!" So they play apart. Later, they
play together and share toys. Why? For
kids, happiness is more important than pride.
Too bad we're all grown up now.
cuteqts

nine.
I hate those endless descriptions of a heroine's
physical attributes. It really bothers me how in books
it seems like the only two choices are perfection or
self-hatred. As if readers will only like a character
who's ideal -- or completely shattered.
dominique135

ten.
Is the goal preserving your life as long as you can?
No. The goal is to enjoy your life, to challenge
yourself, to sometimes make stupid decisions.
dominique135

eleven.
I have to ask you a question. It's a good one so
think about it. If two people love eachother, but
they just can't seem to get it together, when do
you get to that point of enough is enough?
dominique135

twelve.
Yes, I'm drunk, and you're beautiful. & tomorrow
morning, I'll be sober, but you'll still be beautiful.
dominique135

thirteen.
You're so worried about the future that you're
neglecting the present. And the present?
It's pretty wonderful.
dominique135

fourteen.
Happiness is being in the arms of someone you love,
knowing neither of you want to be anywhere else.
-Jawgeena McGibney

fifteen.
I like to think I played a part in making you the
amazing person you have become.
sweet_and_sour_quotes

sixteen.
I adore you, you crazy, gorgeous, wonderful
(but also sometimes quite weird - but still
very lovely) person.
sweet_and_sour_quotes

seventeen.
Never let anyone fall for you when you know there's
someone else in your heart and mind.
throughxtearsxlaughter

eighteen.
I don't wanna say it's breaking my heart.
And I don't know where to start.
Old friends are falling apart.
Straight Lines; Dawn Landes

nineteen.
I miss the straight, straight lines.
The old times, the old times.
Remember when we were young?
Remember when we were young?
Straight Lines; Dawn Landes

twenty.
The most important thing I realised lately
is that painful breakups, unrequited love,
shitty jobs and the like help us to build
character. And that no matter how bad
it fails, we are much better off because of it.
canileavenowplease

twenty-one.
I just met you, and I love you.
-Up

twenty-two.
I am one of those people who needs to learn
to let people hug me. I also need to need other people.
-Angelina Jolie

twenty-three.
I do not intend to tip-toe through
life only to arrive safely at death.
-Christina Aguliera

twenty-four.
If you greatly desire something, have the guts
to stake everything on obtaining it.
wishing_for_lovexquotes

twenty-five.
The girl I want to be is: beautiful, successful, & heartless.
wishing_for_lovexquotes

twenty-six.
Don't chase the feeling, baby girl. Let it come to you.
-Lil Wayne

twenty-seven.
Please don't fuck up. I plan on marrying you someday.
wishing_for_lovexquotes

twenty-eight.
I like living. I have sometimes been wildly, desparingly,
acutely miserable, racked with sorrow, but through it all,
I still know quite certainly that just to be alive is a grand thing.
lifeandlovequotes

twenty-nine.
If you are reading this, you are beautiful.
Smile & let the world show it :)
lifeandlovequotes

thirty.
Sometimes I wonder, "Will God ever forgive us
for what we've done to eachother?" Then I look
around and realize, God left this place a long time ago.
lifeandlovequotes

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Poll: Do you eat more sweet foods, or more salty foods?
Me: definetlyyyy sweet. i love candy & cookies ahah

giving in never felt so good

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one.
I was at a dance at my boyfriends school when
we got in a fight and I went to the restroom to cry.
An older girl saw me and sat next to me on the floor,
in her beautiful gown. She talked to me and made me
laugh. Later that night, she was crowned Prom Queen,
and I know exactly why. Beautiful people, inside and out, GMH.
-GMH

two.
You love someone, you open yourself up to suffering,
that's the sad truth. Maybe they'll break your heart,
maybe you'll break their heart and never be able to
look at yourself the same way. Those are risks. That's
the burden. Like wings, they have weight, we feel that
weight on our backs, but they are a burden that lifts
us. Burdens which allow us to fly.
-Bones

three.
All I'm really saying is that if Jacob Black kissed me,
I wouldn't punch him in the face.
sontalia

four.
Saturday, I saw you holding hands with someone new.
Somehow I kept my composure just like everything
was cool. But inside, I kept repeating, "Don't let them
see you cry." So I casually turned my head as the tears
rolled down my face.
sontalia

five.
And if you're not going to be their first choice,
fuck them and walk away. Because in the end,
you're only going to end up hurting.
anq_08

six.
What's the sweet excuse now? You removed
your clothes for him to 'look' at your heart?
x3alreadygone

seven.
& I feel fine, but I know the same does not apply to you.
I know the same does not apply to you.
So I guess that I'll curl up and die too.
Curl Up and Die; Relient K
^love that song so much

eight.
If it wasn't for my best friend.. well, where would I be?
When I'm hurting, standing on the edge of a cliff,
wondering how much it's gonna hurt, if it'll hurt less
than now, it sure as hell ain't no boy stopping me from
trying. It's no boy that ever cares.
x3alreadygone

nine.
We don't have uncountable memories,
and we don't waste our time together,
and we don't finish eachother's sentences,
but that's okay, cause you make me
happy. And that's enough for now.
x3alreadygone

ten.
You're just a let down, another one
of my mistakes. I never loved you
anyway. I never did & I never will.
Let Down; This Providence

eleven.
Love can make summer fly or
make a night seem like a lifetime.
lovesworthit

twelve.
And it's not "clever lonely" like Morrissey,
or "interesting lonely" like Radiohead, it's
"lonely lonely", like the way it feels when
you're being hugged by someone and it
somehow makes you sadder.
xxquotes_are_amazingxx

thirteen.
You are beautiful and special
like rain and sun at the same time.
xxquotes_are_amazingxx

fourteen.
You always said I had a hard time saying
what's on my mind. Well, here it goes:
I hate you for what you've done to me.
takemebacktosummertime

fifteen.
Hate is just a word for someone you
love, but no longer believe in.
takemebacktosummertime

sixteen.
So just kiss me and let my hair messy itself in
your fingers. Let me steady myself in the arms
of a man who won't ask me to be what he
needs, but lets me exist as I am.
psilovequotes

seventeen.
I'm not shouting for a successful relationship at
this point. I'm just looking for something that will
prevent me from throwing myself in front of a bus.
psilovequotes

eighteen.
I feel awkward sometimes. You
won't talk, but we're not fighting.
psilovequotes

nineteen.
I'm invisible to my own reflection.
Don't act like you care.
©euphoria_avenue

twenty.
I waited for someone I loved. I
believed with my whole heart,
mind, soul, and body. Body.
But he didn't love me back.
ilikepomegranates

twenty-one.
And I find that I am unable to hide all these
feelings that flow. In this basement, and in
this dim light, you look so beautiful. I'm unsure
and unclear with the words I say. I'm happy
when you're near, and I wish that forever
could stay just like today. You have beautiful,
beautiful eyes, so bright and alive & echanting.
I want to be with you all of the time.
It's hopeless, but I have to try.
ilikepomegranates

twenty-two.
I just want some proof that death isn't the end.
-Survivor by Chuck Palahniuk

twenty-three.
The best feeling in the world
is knowing that I make you happy.
ilikepomegranates

twenty-four.
Art washes away from the soul
the dust of everyday life.
-Pablo Picasso

twenty-five.
She tells me that she's broken.
I'm doing everything I can to help,
but I'm afraid it might not work.
ticktackkirsten

twenty-six.
You loved me because I'm fragile,
but I thought I was strong.
Gravity; Sara Bareilles

twenty-seven.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down.
Gravity; Sara Bareilles

twenty-eight.
The hardest thing in life is knowing which
bridge to cross and which to burn.
ticktackkirsten

twenty-nine.
My boyfriend has saved me from myself.
©ticktackkirsten

thirty.
Please walk away and let me go.
I can't my darling, I love you so.
Nothing  Better; The Postal Service

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it was the city. its not. its two people kissing, obvi.
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poll: Name one thing you live for.
me: being with my friends/boyfriend.
i love them so much<3

noblity

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one.
I've always thought I've been ugly. I was
grotesque in my own opinion, and I never
was truly comfortable in my skin. My friend
recently made me take formal pictures with
her. Today I got a call from the photographer,
begging me to model for him. I have never felt so beautiful.
-GMH

two.
I'm just another mistake you're not going to make.
I'm just one less day for you to throw away. And
when you tell your friends about how it ended,
please be kind cause you know that I tried.
starquotesx

three.
The days will always be brighter because he existed.
The nights will always be darker because he's gone.
And no matter what anybody says about grief and
about time healing all wounds, the truth is: there are
certain sorrows that never fade away until the heart
stops beating and the last breath is taken.
starquotesx

four.
I have seen the bluest skies, rainbows that would
make you cry. I have seen miracles that moved my
soul, people that have made me whole. I have seen
days that changed my life. I have seen the brightest
stars shine like a diamond in the night. I have seen
all this & more, but I've never seen a smile more
beautiful than yours.
starquotesx

five.
At least I expected the disappointment, right?
I mean, I can't say I was surprised you hurt me
again. But I can't say it hurt any less either.
shewalkedawayquotes

six.
I guess it always gets me drinking and makes
me sad. Forgive me if I look so lonely, it's not
that bad. Sometimes it's just the sound of the
TV that gets me always wondering why.
Sometimes it's just a conversation that makes me cry.
scene_inc

seven.
She changes her daily routine. She holds back
tears at school. She doesn't take the same route
to class because she knows she'll see you. She's
deleted about a hundred songs off of her iPod
because each one reminds her of you. She can't
even chew certain brands of gum anymore, cause
it just makes her think of you. Can't you see that
it's impossible for her to forget you?
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eight.
I don't know why. I've always been big on happy
endings. You see, to me, the most romantic,
beautiful love stories ever were the ones where
two people meet, fall in love, and then fifty, sixty
years later one of them dies and then a few days
after that the other one dies because they just
can't bear to live without eachother.
onlyxlovexremains

nine.
I've thought for a long time that we were going
to end up together, so I didn't really care so
much about the when of it. Now, though, the
long road is starting to seem like the infinite road.
onlyxlovexremains

ten.
Our love is like a fairytale;
we're so unbelievably perfect together.
©whiszper

eleven.
We live the life of an unfinished novel, still
waiting to be written. Depending on how
long we live, the longer the chapters.
Depending on how interesting we are, the
more we appeal to others. We're often
judged by our covers. Sometimes people
just decide to quit reading us. We're just
forgotten until someone finds us. Our
characters can develop throughout the novel,
but our chapters can never be edited.
whiszper

twelve.
I heard whispers, I ignored the talk. I didn't
need to hear it because I didn't want to believe
it. I am yours, and you are mine. I don't care
what they say. I don't care what they think would
be good for me and how you're just not it. I
don't care that they think I can do better, because
nothing is better than the way I feel when I'm with you.
whiszper

thirteen.
In everything that happens, I find you who gives
me comfort. It is you who makes me happy again.
©whiszper

fourteen.
And we're all broken down; like an engine that is
tired and weary, or at least wishes it could say it is.
quote_gasm

fifteen.
And if I'm the lucky one who gets to take your heart
away, I will bring you out to dinner with the money
that I've saved. I will sing to you every evening all the
reasons that I do, that if home is where the heart is,
then I'm only home with you.
Where The Heart  Is; The Benjy Davis Project

sixteen.
Just hear this, and then I'll go...
You gave me more to live for,
more than you'll ever know.
quote_gasm

seventeen.
Love me when I least deserve it
because that is when I really need it.
-Swedish Proverb

eighteen.
I am always sad, I think. Perhaps this signifies
that I am not sad at all, because sadness is
something lower than your normal disposition
and I am always the same thing. Perhaps I am
the only person in the world then who never
becomes sad. Perhaps I am lucky.
quote_gasm

nineteen.
Being aware of your crap and actually overcoming
your crap are two very different things.
-Grey's Anatomy

twenty.
Hang in there my dear. Things will get better soon.
quote_gasm

twenty-one.
I'd rather have a few days of wonderful
than a lifetime of nothing special.
quote_gasm

twenty-two.
Though you swear that you are true,
I'd still pick my friends over you.
-New Found Glory

twenty-three.
When you lose a part of yourself to
somebody you know, it takes a lot to let go.
-New Found Glory

twenty-four.
I give my world to you,
blood in my veins to you,
you alone have all of me.
-Dave Matthews

twenty-five.
You're a mistake I'd gladly repeat.
-Further Seems Forever

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poll: have you ever shoplifted?
me: no. i've been with friends when they
have, but i myself, do not steal anything.

what's yours is mine

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one.
My church recently went on a mission trip and
told us a story about a man named Joe. Joe is
paralyzed from the waist down due to polio. He
crawls 2 1/2 miles on his stomache every Sunday
just to go to church. His undying devotion GMH.
-GMH

two.
After all the pain you put me through,
I can't stand the sight of you. And you
won't drown me in your misery; you'll
have to find someone else to be your company.
catchingashootingstar_quotes

three.
I'm going to break down these walls I built
around myself, and I wanna fall so in love with you.
& no one else could ever mean half as much
to me as you do now.
-All Time Low

four.
For now, I'll keep on dreaming, because it's
better than believing you're the one. I wish
you were. And now I'm gonna stop hoping
that you won't disappoint me, cause you always
do. You're the guy of my dreams, but I think
I'm finally waking up.
standstill_lookprettyy

five.
You look even better than you did before.
I'm staring at my feet, wondering if I can
do this. It's been a while, but I couldn't forget you.
Do It; Nelly Furtado

six.
When you begin to break, I'll be a phone
call away. I swear I'll take the pain away.
I won't rest until I know you're okay.
tres_chic_xo

seven.
It was the roar of the crowd that gave me
heartache to sing. It was alive when they
smiled, and said you won't feel a thing. &
as we ran from the cops, we laughed so
hard it would sting.
tres_chic_xo

eight.
Let's be hasty & let's be reckless.
Just being with you leaves me breathless.
wishing_for_lovexquotes

nine.
I've got this crazy idea: we forget about what
everyone else wants for us and decide for
ourselves what we want our lives to be.
wishing_for_lovexquotes

ten.
Why do we avoid taking risks,
when that only leads us safely to death?
-unknown

eleven.
I love you more than waffles on a Sunday morning.
I love you more than a fully charged laptop battery.
I love you more than finally being able to sneeze.
I love you more than half a cup of caramelized sugar.
wishing_for_lovexquotes

twelve.
I just want you to hug me one more time,
because the only thing in this world that
scares me is that I'll never feel that safe ever again.
wishing_for_lovexquotes

thirteen.
Just wanted to write and say I love you
& I appreciate you & I think you're amazing.
itsalwaysbeenyou_quotes

fourteen.
Never give an excuse that you
wouldn't be willing to accept.
-Unknown

fifteen.
I'd like to sink into you and
go to sleep for a good, long while.
itsalwaysbeenyou_quotes

sixteen.
Dreams are always crushing when they don't
come true. But it's the simple dreams that are
often the most painful because they seem so
personal, so reasonable, so attainable. You're
always close enough to touch but never quite
close enough to hold & it's enough to break your heart.
-The Notebook

seventeen.
Maybe I could have loved you better.
Maybe you should have loved me more.
Maybe our hearts were just next in line.
Maybe everything breaks apart sometime.
theyoungandrestless

eighteen.
You are wrong, fucked, and overrated.
I think I'm gonna be sick & it's your fault.
This is the end of everything.
You are the end of everything.
theyoungandrestless

nineteen.
I know how numbing the pain of hating yourself is.
You know, it makes you just want to push everybody
away, especially the people who care about you
the most. But you can't, not if you plan on ever being happy.
theyoungandrestless

twenty.
"Every morning for 3 or so years I have bought
two coffees, one for me and one for the homeless
man that was always outside. he dissapeared 6
months ago. Today I went for my coffee and a
lovely looking, well put together gentleman stopped
me. It was him. He got clean, he got a job, and just
got his own place. He said it was finally his turn to
buy a coffee for the girl who showed him kindness
for all those years. I cried. HisLifeIsGreat!"
angelsareabove_x3
i feel like this would be a GMH story.

twenty-one.
And as we kiss, I remember how it felt
to fall in love when I was young.
angelsareabove_x3

twenty-two.
And all I ask of you are honest words, simple
truths, a place to lay my head when I get lost.
alixs12

twenty-three.
And I stare at the phone; he still hasn't called.
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothing
at all. And you flashback to when he said
forever and always.
Forever and Always; Taylor Swift

twenty-four.
I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you
for a minute. Now I'm not so sure.
Forever and Always; Taylor Swift

twenty-five.
Do not enter my personal space.
You are not welcome since your
presence intereferes with my
lifestyle and gives me a headache.
optimism_iskeyxx

sickkk! want this. comment with your favorite number!

poll: Would you lie to protect your boyfriend/girlfriend?
me: yes, unless it meant lying to the police. then it gets tricky.